Thursday, July 8, 2010

i am the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end...


meow,

so hye i'm am neither the alpha nor the omega, nor am i the beginning or the end, but you know, even if the shoe is a little too small, wear it.

so yes, i am at work, again, after having avoided it for three days.

this morning i had a white chocolate mocha from Gloria Jeans, and my god, it was beautiful. i rather do love it haha.

mest week is Work Experience at the Stirling Hotel, ten till five every day except friday, which is two till eleven. can't say im looking forward to it one bit. i am very nervous, which is a terrible thing to admit, as i never get nervous about anything. well i do, i just dont tell people beause obviously i am the messiah, and i am perfect, and i'm just a whole lot better than everyone else, so obviously it would be weird for me to get nervous.

so now that i have explained that, let's get onto somthing slightly more amusing.

i was in town yesterday, staring into the distance while the people i was with were deciding where to go next, and i had this super profound thought. one of those thoughts you think that someone who is stoned should have. i was thinking how the only pair of shoes i've ever bought that really fitted me were trainers. otherwise i never get shoes that fit me properly. they're either too big or too small. the the trainers fit perfectly, every pair i ever get.

anyway, my thought was that maybe i can't get shoes that fit because i dont know myself properly yet. you know the saying, if the shoe fits, wear it. well, i wear shoes that don't fit. all the time.

maybe that's saying something.

and with the trainers. maybe i can get them to fit properly because im still ';training' to be myself.

hahahahahaha.

god it's funny, but it makes sense to me.

i mean, it's sort of weird, don't you think. well maybe you dont, but i do, and that's what matters.

anyway, that's my profoundity for oday, now I'm just going to go blathering about correspondence and accounts and the abuse of staples, and that sort of thing.

how exciting.

so currently, on my desk there is :

a computer, a mouse, a keyboars, a bunch of post it notes, a paperclip, lots of bullclips, a plastic thing for something, a red pen, a list of strata companies that close July 31st, a piece of paper telling me about a window, a used role of sticky tape, a pencil holder with a highlighter in it, a sumber nine sticker, a few annoying clips, some office stamps that i will soon use to decorate my arm, a stapler, a water bottle, aq bunch of accounts paper, a printer, a phone, a paper holder with papers in it, some plastic drawers with papers and envelopes in them, white out amd a piece of paper saying wonder woman.

that is all.

oh, and my phone. and some rubber bands

and you're face.

there is also a post it stuck to my computer that tells my manager whaty hours i worked, the date, and whether or not i completed all the scans for the closing of july 31st.

i have been gritting my teeth while scanning, and now my mouth really hurts, and im not exactly hungry for lunch, but i'm overheating, which is really just terrible, and i think the scanner just jammed, which is almost abysmal.

i could go make a cup of tea right now, but to be honest, i just can't be bothered, which is a bit hilarious.

i am overheating a bit, but i cant be bothered taking off my jacket, or my scarf. this could have something to do with the fact that i haven't eated since ten last night. thats all right. i have also only slept about five hours in the past eighteen hours haha.

so like, today's not going to be that great for me, unleses i stay very active, for the rest of the day. i dont know why, but as i write, there is the sound of a bell going, and im not sure what it is, but its rather monotonous and irritating.

kay ima go now.

BAI BEBE

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