on this night, the fifteenth of September, i have realized that my wit and charm has all but gone these days.
I'm mean and i yell at people and im just not a happy person anymore. im trying to think of a reason, but i can't. is it because my room is messy. or because i smoke? perhaps its because Jesus is frowning upon my sinfulness and sent his depression puppy to lick my hand. I don't really know, but my way of fighting back is going to sleep for a very long time and then waking up.
I don't have the motivation to write ridiculously long posts like i used to, but tonight i am going to try for one thousand words. I am currently one tenth into my goal. but im working on it.
In other news, i have a friend with a pregnant kitten, so im thinking about getting one of the babies, just for shits and giggles. The next ten weeks don’t involve any school for yours truly. Due to exclusion, I have been given ten weeks to do my thing, my thing being working multiple jobs, doing a tafe course and passing year ten, all at the same time. And maybe joining a gym before good old beach season. I think that this is SUPER FUCKING AWESOME (please excuse my momentary outburst of bad language) because well, school is like a really really small penis. I owe my mother five hundred dollars because of my beautiful phone bill, but its okay because I will soon be rolling in CASH!!!!
But like, seriously, five hundred dollars is tooooo much. That’s like, half a thousand dollars. Its mind boggling.Hey look, im a third of the way in to my thousand word post. I hope you are enjoying life and godliness, because I want a fucking cigarette.
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