i'd like to have a shower, clean my room, clean my ear piercings, reposter my walls, call my work experience man, go to work, see my boyfriend, go driving with friends and eat some pancakes, but i really just cant be bothered.i personally, am tired. tired of being tired and unmotivated, and surrounded by amazing people that make me feel totally inadequate and terrible at life. maybe that's why i dont like my friends very much. maybe they make me feel inferior, and hence, i do not enjoy their company.
maybe, but maybe not.
okay, so right now,the thing i want most in the world is to go on a massive expedition to the middle of nowhere, and camp out with a fire, and sit and talk to my best friend, and just fool around like loonies with pen and paper and songs about pina coladas and rain, and then to just sleep.
sleep for ages and ages, and not have to worry about being anywhere, or doing anything important.
fuck this shit.
i am in a terrible mood.
i want to punch someone in the face, and then stop being me, and start being someone completely different.
personal choice i guess.
goodnight.
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