love how you pretend to give other people a choice, but in the end you always do what you want. the shallots will be cut the way you want them, we'll watch the movie or tv show you like, we go at you're pace. it's sometimes polite to give other people a real choice every now and then. I'm pretty sick of it. I know your choice wins against mine because you feel that I'll accept anything but I need a fucking break. if I start spending more time away you'll think I hate you but I don't, I just dont like being ignored. I'm going home tonight and I'm going to stay there. I need to anyway, dads going to use my living here against mum in the whole child support thing, and I can't do that to her. plus, you're making stupid choices with your life. and therefore I am too. I know it's not your fault, it's mine but because of this I need to make some good choices, and I want to. I'm going to finish school and I'm getting so behind right now because I'm caught up in this lazy shot lifestyle we have going.
I don know what to do but I do know that h
this isn't worth ruining my chances for. I need to make some smart decisions.
I am so stupid. always have been. but I won't alwAys be. not worth it.
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