so kids, lets recap the last century.
kidding i honestly can't do that, i have a very basic grasp on history, but definitely not enough to even tell anyone the large stepping stones that man has dandered across these past one hundred years.
i have done very little in the last two days.
I planned a trip to bali with rebecca today, and went to the dentist. that was basically the extent of my movement,
and then yesterday i spent literally five to seven hours on the same couches with bec, smoking weed and arguing about seriously philosophical things like god vs science, weather a midgy and a sandfly is the same thing (they are, i was wrong) and many other fascinating things.
i'm fairly mellow now, from that burst of hatred i had the other day, stuff hasn't changed but i've dealt with it.
its not really difficult to just push it all to the back of my mind and have a bit of fun with mates, but whenever i end up alone, trying to go to sleep at night it all invades my thoughts. i avoid it by imagining life two years from now. imagining how much everything will change always amuses me, mostly because i always make myself way better than i actually am in my head. I make myself into a lovely little fool that likes florals and teacups and things like that.
fortunately i will never be a fag like that, but we can dream.
anyhow, im off to attain mad ass beats for the hood in which i will be spending this evening.
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