i feel depressed.
i feel like my insides are being eaten up. i should really just not talk to some people. give myself time to rationalize everything in my mind and detach myself from the situation. but i dont.
i throw myself right in there, and ask stupid questions that i dont want to know the answers to.
i always hope i am going to hear what i want to hear, but the funny thing is that i never do. you would think that by now i would have learned that everything is fucked, and i am just going to hear something that will throw me into a deep pit of depression, much alike the one i am in now.
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