so, lets not throw abuse around willy nilly, but some people are just unbearable.
i occasionally wonder why i speak to people that annoy the hell out of me, and then i realize that if I don't, im back in my own mind, which turns out to be a pretty depressing place. I'm supposed to be cooking dinner tonight, but for some reason it's only four thirty, so i still have a little time to kill before i make things happen in the kitchen.
i feel that life could so a lot less...
fuck this. i literally have nothing to say. i sit and think, and only one thing goes through my mind, but its not something i wish to write down. its been like this for days.
im so not a fan.
i wish i wasn't so single minded when it came to certain things.
im fascinated to see where this one takes me. nowhere good if what everyone else says is any indication.
WAIT,
i do have something. maybe its something i've said a billion times, but i cant say enough times that i like my thoughts to come around more than once.
why is everyone so obsessed with blaming other people for the shit they have to deal with. the amount of times i have seen people blaming the person that just broke up with them, or their parents, or whoever, for the shit they're going through. its ridiculous.
i don't understand what is so difficult to grasp. everything you feel, is your own fault. people dont realize that we actually have the ability to turn things off in our minds. its not impossible, its probably not the best thing to do, but instead of boring everyone else's ears of with blame, why the fuck dont they just take responsibility. maybe i have no heart, maybe my idea's are stupid, but my god, some people are real twats.
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