ergh, just got back from the most stressful night. in a good way i mean, i had an amazing time, just a bit wierd.
went to my first day at Marden yesterday. it was freaking amazing. their photography set up if fucking amazing, and i got a job and i won in general.
sat around all day getting drunk...again.
and then sobering up and baking. who gets drunk at home, goes to a party as they sober up, gets whacked and then bakes a cake?
me apparently, but still, it's because im a winner.
and in about three and a half hours i will be heading out again to eat afore mentioned pie with red wine and smoke some cigarettes with bec. it should be fairly win. and then in the morning, we will watch Cribs with coffee and cigarettes. it is exciting really.
i was listening to Billy Talent the other night. jesus lord almight, they are almost my favourite again, i love them so much.
im even sort of enjoying the used again, but still, Billy Talent rules supreme.
i hate people at the moment actually.
i'm sort of getting tired of waiting around for things to happen. i would rather instigate something else rather than wait around for something. yes, good things come to those who wait, but you can either stand in front of a brick wall and wait or it to move, or you can smash right into it and break it down.
the second approach is my favorite.
if you want something you have to get it, and if that fails, maybe you weren't supposed to have it. I think there are some things I am not supposed to have, and I've tried to get them, but now its time to turn my attention to other things.
i know though, that if i ever can have any of these things i want, im going to give up everything else and hold on as tight as possible.
but that's just me and my painted nails :)
goodnight kids, have a beautiful night.
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