this day has been less than satisfactory. the last few weeks have been really amazing. but then today, all the little things started getting to me again. i thought i was pretty far beyond feeling the way i do, but i guess not. its pretty disheartening, knowing i can still feel this terrible.
it was one of those days where i woke up on the back foot and was one step behind all fucking day.
this is my own fault because i got drunk the night before, and didn't get up when my alarm went off at six thirty, but that is of no consequence. :/
seven minutes to make myself resemble a real person and get to the bus, and for some reason i chose to wear a pair of shoes, that while they looked kick ass with the other things i was wearing, happened to have a three and a half inch heel.
walking around in these is way less fun than you would imagine.
i had one lesson, and it was Design, and basically it ruined my life.
it was really terrible. and the teacher was an epic bitch. so im changing out of that class.
happily though, they cut the class of an hour in and made us all go to 'Marden Senior College Forum'. which is basically an assembly, where everyone wants to shoot themselves because it's all about the 'community'.
but that's just me.
and then i had the joys of walking to work in afore mentioned shoes, and sitting there for two hours trying not to fall asleep while i checked through documents on the computer. there is nothing more tiring.
so i left early, and walked to a bus stop in bare feet because my shoes were literally injuring my feet, and so now the bottoms o my eet are black with city dirt. they're always pretty gross though so i don't really care.
and then i got home, took my pants off (i know, good move) and went to sleep. for some reason i kept the shirt im still wearing on, and overheated at around seven thirty, when i got woken up for dinner. and then i fell asleep again or another two hours at eight thirty, and well, woke up at ten to a fucking shit phone call from a pretty old friend. during this phone call, i was broken up with, which is really quite amazing, since i wasn't aware i was in a relationship. quite funny really. i thought it was pretty clear that it was just a leetle bit of fun, but maybe not. i dont know. but at the same time, it was really fucking depressing. just lost another of my best friends because of a misunderstanding.
Maggie: a shithead that craps all over every good relationship she ever has. yay
and now im stuck alone (not completely true, bunnykins is my bed buddy tonight) blogging and i feel like the god of all losers.
isn't that great?
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