wear our blank expressions, trying to look interesting.

there is always a little truth behind every 'just kidding.'
always a little knowledge behind every 'i don't know.'
a bit of emotion behind every 'i don't care.'
a little love behind every 'I hate you.'
a touch of uneasiness behind every 'I'm okay.'
some pain behind every 'forget it.'
fear behind every 'leave me alone.'
hope in 'goodbye.'
and there's always something behind 'nothing.'

have you ever thought, 'if i were to die tomorrow, who would care?'
i, in my wanting so badly to be heard manner, have thought this just about every day. It's funny because every time i tell myself, 'obviously not dumbass'
i mean, lets exclude my family because of course they'll miss me and cry but of course they will. they don't know how strange it is yet to have someone just disappear like that, especially when none of them expect it.
there's no way anyone will.
suppose everyone has their fill of morbid thoughts, including me.
byebye