i think i just woke up callum from laughing so much, but that's okay because he asked to be woken up.
Dominic is so much funnier in writing. i dont know if it is just me or what but it makes me laugh like a loon on loon tablets.
i was just reading through my older posts (instead of carrying out my plan of action, i'll do that later) and i realised i was way more awesome when i was fifteen. i think i realize this every single time i read one of those posts, but whats an epiphany if you can't have it twice.
im laughing like a loon because i don't even feel like my memories are my own. its fucking with my mind.
just the fact that i was fifteen blows my mind haha.
i walked outside today i literally stared at a leaf for about a half hour, and that blew my mind as well.
seriously though, its freaking incredible that i can feel like such poo in the night time but then when i actually get off my ass and go out into the world, i have my mind...well blown.
for lack of a better term.
everything is so amazing, i can hardly believe people believe in evolution. i don't think things could evolve into what they are now. its just too detailed and amazingly incredible to come from blue green algae. what is that theory anyway.
doesn't it shame people to think that beings like us could come from blue green algae. it's just ridiculous, really. i had an awesome talk with dad over curry from little India yesterday, and I'm seriously considering starting to worship with them again on Sundays.
it is quite a dilemma actually, because i know that i disagree with some of their views, and i know that to actually be a Christian you really have to embrace the whole kit and kaboodle. i don't know if i am actually capable of doing that. because i remember being twelve and disagreeing, and i know that i definitely have a stronger personality now, and more opinions. I really just don't know gerald.
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